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The HOLIDAYS are officially here!!! 

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for pics that i promised from the previous entry, 
http://smartidiot88.multiply.com/photos/album/97/My_19th_birthday_

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a year older won't change me bit. 
still the same crazy ass girl with a stupid laughter. 
i just still can't believe i'm 19 now. hah.




thanks for all the wishes people. 
i love you all. 

hugs and kisses to all.

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The Simpsons Movie on saturday with sweetheart. 
funny but a little lame.  nachos with hot cheese
and mchicken meal.  lido cinema 1. 
had a great time.  enjoyed ourselves. 

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i love you baby. 
you're the only one that makes 
my heart skip a beat.


and you like it wet and wild.
like how u keep me warm on rainy days. 
when we snuggle under your blanket. 
just the 2 of us.

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THE DMC3A02
ONLY GIRLS ALLOWED 
OUTING 
WEDNESDAY, 25 JULY 2007 
Fara, Nurul, Halimah, Clarise, 
Faye, Olivia, Fiona, Sharon, 
Angela & Jia Ying. 

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Waking up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had its say
I guess I feel alright

I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don't want to lose the love I've found
Remember when you said that you would change

I can't be complete, can you give me more?

& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

imagine how your life would have been if you were an illegitimate child? 
would your life still be the same? 
i doubt so. 

i really pity these group of people. 
its not their fault but yet, they are being discriminated and always looked down upon. 
its a very sad fact of reality. 

they didn't  choose to be born that way. 
but its just sad that their fate has been set even before they were born. 

once they tell society that they are an illegitimate child, 
they will be shunned. somehow or rather. 
or at least, they will be gossipped about.
 
anyway, i'll just this topic short but its just a thought that should be 
thought about and at least you can help to make a difference in someone's life. 

ask yourself, what have you done in your life that has made a big impact to yourself or even someone else? ask yourself, what have you done in you life that you will be recognise for? 

NOTHING.

sometimes i do sit and think and i realise a lot of things. 
and it makes me feel so scared of the future and the world after. 
and it scares me how our kids would be coz they said that our kids would be as bad as you or even worst,  in most cases, worst. so just imagine how we are gonna take care of them. ok maybe this is looking too far. 

but then it makes me realise how our parents have gone through looking after us. and its great to know how much they love us so much never to give up on us no matter how bad or how hard it is to birng us up.. but have we made them proud? have we shown them how much we appreciate them? do you pray for them every night before you sleep? have you gone up to them and tell them how much you love them and hug and kiss them?

but do sit down and think and refelct on your life, on yourself, on what you have done, on what you are doing, on everything.. you will get a shock yourself or even the scare the living day lights out of you. 

perhaps, you and your life needs a major makeover?